Was feeling nervous yesterday but travelled down to SE London today and I’m feeling strangely calm. Whatever happens happens and I’m going to try to enjoy it as much as I can
Feel more relaxed now I know the outcome of the final , we will lose it , maximum amount of I’ll be right fucked off is a final defeat against Orient so that’s written in the stars .The good news is we’ll be top two next season
If we get through this the fear of success will fight it's way into my consciousness, but as it stands I am two people experiencing reality through the prism of pain, fear and grief in different measures.
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We are a better team than Wycombe and Leyton Orient. Our head to head proves it, and our league finish proves it.
As long as we play our game, we will be at Wembley, and we will put Orient away.
If we can't, we deserve to be in league 1, and may the best team on the day get promoted.
I can't bloody wait.
It’s when you’re expected to win you feel worse than when you’re the underdog.
Ill try to get to sleep nice and early….. I failed on Sunday and I’m way more nervous today.
If we get through this the fear of success will fight it's way into my consciousness, but as it stands I am two people experiencing reality through the prism of pain, fear and grief in different measures.
Excited and trepidatious in equal measure.
Sorry about your news @SDAddick